Disorientation

For a person who is passionate about writing
Its easy to write about
Heartbreak and empty pill
Bottles and scars
Love and romace
But how do I write about someone,
Who had the ocean in his eyes.
How do I write about someone ,
Who wore their heart upon their sleeve.
How do I write about someone,
Whos presence itself made a difference.
How do I write about someone,
Who has never truly made me cry.
How do I write about someone,
Who is my entire good past when I think back.
How do I write about somone ,
Who always protected me as a shield.
How do I write about HIM ;
When he has the entire universe inside of him.
How do I write about all the efforts he,
has made for a smile on my face.
How do I write about how he,
has never let me down.
How do I write about him,
When I pushed him away ingoring all his endeavors.
How do I write when im choking myself;
in guilt and drowning in penitence.
How do I write when I don’t feel, anything in particular.
-Elica Frank

elica frank

He says nothings left.

I do not fear that fact that u think nothings left. The love that hit me so hard unaware of when and how has made me so weak so weak that I hardly feel anything. But yes I must admit in the midst of the dark and lonely nights when I lay in bed, your laughter , your raspy voice , your sweet nothings haunt me charging me guilty. I lay in bed tossing and turning all night long , but no traces of sleep I find.
The memories which I thought, I will cherish forever haunts me and I still keep denying the explanation myself of the forby love. My first love my true love my only love !
-elica frank.

elica frank