December | 2016 | Elicafrank's Blog

When I looked into those eyes I was reminded of our happy times and how things we never imagined happened. I wanted to scream at him or rebel or fight with him blame him , but all I did was sit there looking into his eyes finding answers to my question. For I couldn’t speak out loud as words fail to form. I sat there wanting to hug him because I knew he would hug me back with the same affection and love which will mend all my broken pieces. But life at present was turbulent and I was not suppose to be shatter again after mending. I know he wanted to turn around and just kiss me , but it seemed so terrifying and enticing at the same time. He kept looking away and I kept playing with my hands which again reminded me of how beautiful my hands fit into his , how our fingers intertwine together. I couldn’t bear it anymore I was suffocating with sadness. I walked away from him realizing all the odds and how love trolled us . They say it wont matter in a year , but what if it does ? what if it still matters ? what if i still miss him ? what if i still want him to be the one to hold me when I’m sad or i have the best day and immediately want to tell him?